it's May!!the month to celebrate you beloved mom..
and now i'm a mom. macam tak percaya i am a mother to a 19 months old son. UNBELIEVABLE!!
i used to be a very manja anak abah. i never basuh berak adik or bancuh susu adik when i was young. we have our bibik and of coz mama to do all of those creepy motherly thingy...hihihi.. :D
and now, i own a son!!! OOOEMGEEE...
i soothe him when he cried..
i took him for shower, feed him with my BREASTMILK!!goshh..sungguh tak percaya this is me =)
tak percaya i am capable to do all these things especially changing and washing his cloth diapers which used to be very yucky yucky to me..huhuhu..
well yeah..nothing so great about me being a mother compared to other mommies, but i do feel great thinking that i'm able to do this. i am mummy anyway..=)
syukur ya Allah atas kurniaan ini..syukur atas perasaan yg diberikan ini..
now, when friends said they are worried for not capable to be a good mother or good wife, i'll say "kalau i boleh, tak mungkin u tak boleh" and i'm very sure my mama and abah will agree on this. spoiled brat, lazy-bum like me manage to handle my own son by my ownself!!
what an achievement. ALHAMDULILLAH.
and the one who deserve the thanks is this budak melekit for giving me chance to learn how to be a mother, how to feel like a mother and how to "membebel" like a mother.
love you baby...